i seem to remember my past.  bit by bit as the days continue to wear on.  these poems help me to remember.  remember a time.  a place.  a person.  an emotion.  they allow me a glimpse into my former self.  those below i have written and continually adjusted to my liking.  some move me while others stand completely still.  amazing how words can dance, isn’t it?

Meaningless
Amongst the fear

There is hope
Amongst the hope

There is despair
Amongst the despair

There is solitude
Amongst the solitude

There is sadness
Amongst the sadness

Lies a truth
Amongst the truth

All lies ahead.

Amongst the forgotten

There are mistakes
Amongst the lessons

There are lessons
Amongst the mistakes

Inspiration lies
And amongst all else

There I stand.

Rainwater

Rain falls
Once again it seems
It’s been sometime
Since this I’ve felt
Since this….. I’ve seen
Can’t thus explain
…Wish i could
Just help please
To explain the rain……Drops

Drip
Followed by
Drop
Each pricking more than the last…

Drowning

Beautiful sight
It truly is
I’m drowning
In a sea of
Troubles. No fancy
Words. No bright
Lights. Just
Me Myself & I
Attempting the
Endless struggle
Different from
None. Just
Truly unique

i find it very interesting the tone of these poems.  i have their creation datng back to 2004, yet i know that they may be as old at 2001.  i am taken back a bit by my thoughts, not currently, but past thoughts which have been so displayed above.  i was in pain i can see that.  yet, i still cannot pin point the exact pain.  i remember lost love.  the first one.  how painful that was i do remember.  i remember lifes confusion.  i remember failure and i remember deciding not to try for it was the first step to failure.  oh how my views have change since then.

until tomorrow.